Stalked my bio father’s facebook tonight because I haven’t talked to him in four years and I wanted to see how old he got.. Course I’m not his friend so I could barley see his profile picture. He’s such a freakin’ liar. I thought he actually got a job because he was listed as employed at some place, so I Google it, find nothing, click the link on facebook, and it’s a bogus page. Guy can’t even lie well about finding a job after 18 years. First he ruins me. Then he leaves me. Then gets married without telling me. Like I actually give a shyt if he’s married or not but still. If he wasn’t such an asshole maybe I would have liked to know. Maybe if he wasn’t such an asshole he wouldn’t have destroyed my mother and his relationship. Maybe if he wasn’t such an asshole I wouldn’t hate him so much. Seems his problem is that he’s an asshole. Seems my problem is that after 18 years I actually think he’s going to change.